Limit of Endurance

'Tis been months since my last post, and come to think of it, nothing much has changed. Other than the fact that O levels are over, and new obstacles are sure to come.

Carefree, yes. But something's really bugging me real bad. After an activity or when I get some quiet time alone, it pervades my thoughts

Am I wrong- being unable to muster the courage to tell her? What if she has known it all along and decides to abandon ship without a word? What if she finds my obvious flaws and decides its too much of a deterrent?


It's said that find someone who accepts your flaws, as they make you who you are. But I can think of no one else.

Perhaps I might come across someone else in the future... Then I hope my results are good.

in the midst of o levels and feeling like shit. Feeling alone in the middle of a crowd.

I want someone i could talk to, who would talk to me too. To listen to secrets i hold dear, to tell me things nobody has heard a word of. But thats the perfect bond.

And you're afraid of committing to it.

So why not him, if not me? You wouldn't breathe a word, so I'm left to close my eyes and take a stab. I'm sorry, if I had hurt you.

Grow up.


Hopefully the years go by and you'll get a little more mature. Perhaps then I can have a honest conversation with you

Feeling damn extra~ =(

Realise your potential.
You don't need make up to look beautiful.

Would you be there?

I would very much like to see you again